and so the holiday started,
it's a late update and half of what i'm about to say
might just be some stuff i will quit on the next time i wake up.

for some time i just have been wondering about just the way my mind works
although this sounds weird and probably authistic, but i want to design
"my world" the happy stuff all over, but the sad stuff too...

my own wonderland...

did i creep you out already haha
no but srsly... i don't want to be restricted to anything.
and for as i do not dream in the way i'd like to, i want to make
the world i wish to enter at night...

just screw up, redraw it, it'll be fine... we all dream of that
kinda place now don't we?
make the impossible possible.. you know what i mean...

heck it'd look different.
enough inspiration to go with.

too bad i won't follow your advice and smoke another one "bro"
and i do realise that the fact i think i might get such answers to this,
is probably a sign that i know this is awkward..

these where just some late night (partly private)(OH HE SAID PRIVATE PARTS)
things that fill my mind.

just spilling some thougts

anyway that's it for now.

GREETZ